I guees I'm back I have been gone for a while doing... Well doing whatever I can to keep my mind busy. on top of juggeling my school work . I have progressed into a new age/location barrier. College. I guess the worst thing is that I feel as if everyone is gone. I'll never have them back. I wish to talk to them so much best not for a little while now.
I've looked aroung a bit and it seems that FUF has been searching for itself, remebering the times its had, waiting to figure out how to expand into it's next branch of life. It's forever reacing out, progressing along.
I miss them a lot, it's going to be a while before we all can get together like that again. I guess that time will tell how long we will keep this group going. I'm in it for the long run. I want people that will be there when my hair grays.
As for college, I think It's about time I started doing something I want to do, I AM going to go to TC3 next year and I will transfer out to a better school. I can't relate to many people here so for my mental health I must get out of here. I have shut down for a day and that always makes me feel a little better. But, It's now up to me to raise the grades and get back. Only I can be inspired enough to actually do it. Now I just have to motivate myself. I have to devote every little thing I do to the future and if your not part of it I am just going to get rid of you (When I say you i mean things in general not any single person).
As for events. I had a short discussion with Courtney and Carly on Saturday. I'm really sorry about that and I hope that neither of you took any great offence to the shortness of the conversation, but marys mother did have a point when she said
Lovemy mother needs to put forth the effort to actually take care of me and not pawn her kid off on anyone else.
THANKS GUYS, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU CARLY , COURTNEY (It's kind octopus like), JEN (A feather from a black stark?)

FUF we have a mission. When we retun for November break we need to reassemble. We shall figure out the time(s) and place(s) one week in advance. That is all for now.

so for now,

Adieu,

~Carl/Drew/liquid :squirrel: